Numbness is all i feel
i don't know the difference
between laughter and tears
I'm going insane-realizing all my fears
not sure which way is up
or which way is down
i want to smile; i want to frown
i want to scream; i want to laugh
i want to run; i want to hide
not sure how to separate
each feeling thats stuck inside
scared of losing you
but too scared to commit
i don't want to stand; i don't want to sit
i don't want to sleep-
but I'm too tired to stay awake
I'm screaming on the inside
Screw the fake.
