One Big Bloody Theft

I have to restrain myself
From screaming out your name
I can only hope
That you are going through the same

I want to talk to you
But I know that I can't
No, all I can do is sit here
And pathetically rant

You count the days till we talk again
I keep a mental note
I want you to tell me you love me
But I know now that you won't

Yet, hearing your voice
Would make this hurt tolerable
Be aware that my next choice of words
Will fall short of honorable

Dammit girl!
I love you like you'll never know
But I can't help but think to myself
That you've already let me go

Whatever though
I still love you right?
So I'll wait forever if that's what it takes
Nothing can snuff out my fight

My tears serve as reminders
For what I'm fighting for
And love is worth the pain
And the heart that's grown so sore

Give in to love now!
You know you can't win!
Your heart is breaking open finally
You're about to love me again!

My words sound irrational
But I have no pride left
It was stolen from me
In one big bloody theft

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