I wake up
and remember that night
that same night we had a fight
as i look at my body
and catch my tears
i realize that he beat me
what did i do
for my bruised skin
i caught his ass
thats what i did
he cheated
and thats the dumb reason
i was beated
i see the blood for the first time
i get mad
but just for a while
cause then i remember that little kids smile
shed hate me if i hurt him
even if he deserved it
so i cover it up
so no one will notice
my bloody bruised skin
i hope he didnt see
that i wrote this
hell hunt me down
but ill never regret
cause at least hell just hit me
but i wont be dead
it didnt hurt as much
as it did before
never enough to see
her body hitting the floor
cause i know if I'm all hurt
and even when i feel like dirt
its better than to know shes hearing the words
pour 4 year old
this isn't about me
its about you
cant you see
Ive been you mother
since she died
and ill never forget
your first cry
the pain will leave
and be there no longer
but for her to be safe
that makes me stronger
