A Breakdown

Its hard to open up
i don't know how to reveal
i think I'm unable to stop
and i will never heal

its hard to comprehend
cos no one really understands
i cant find some real hands
to help me me up and stand

i cant get over it
i can no longer move my feet
I'm stuck on an intricate step
it hurts to much to forget

i need to be free and loose
but i don't know how to focus
whether i move or let go
to forget about it, but i don't know

all i want is a chance
even a one second glance
I cant let myself fall
but my feelings took it all.