Behind a smile

She stands there smiling,
like the colour yellow.
her thoughts whisper only to her;
my eyes are red,
with anger, pain and hate,
my blood is green,
with envy for others smiles,
my tears are black,
my fear escaping,
my skin is white,
for now i am nearly transparent.
everyone sees her and admires her smile,
they are blind to the colours of the inside.
she stand there smiling,
silently screaming, crying and calling,
but she still smiles down,
at the mile shes falling,
for she is not quite transparent yet.