The tears I cry are tears of shame.
And only you are the one to blame.
The scars I have, turned to fear.
I remember the pain when you are near.
I wake up at night screaming with hate.
Only because of my stupid mistake.
I close my eyes but it wont go away.
The thoughts of you I cannot escape.
When I look into the sun.
Its clouded by times that cant be undone.
To love again or just to feel
Id give anything to find something real.
After all the excuses and all of the lies
A burning hatred is building inside.
One day youll know just how I felt.
And when that day comes and you finally care.
Just remember youre the reason Im not there.
