Trying so hard to fit in
wishing she would have more friends
not knowing what to do when things get hard
"just get high to relieve the pain" says says
or cut something into her self
to make things get better
please don't say it don't help
i know it don't
i do it anyways to get things out
wishing she felt loved
and not getting yelled at for what i think or believe
wishing people didn't lie to me
and pretending to be my friends
I'm f**king stupid
i get called it everyday
i just wanna be a normal kid
with a normal loving family
i just want to be the person i am inside
not the one who i have to put a act on for you.
