When the ones we love die

I talk to you at night time
And just assume you can hear
When I get scared in this life
I always feel you near

When things go wrong
And I start to cry
I tell myself
You there by my side

But I don't know if you are
I don't know if you're there
I don't know if when you die
Your soul can still care

All you can do is watch over me
And hope I'm okay
How come someone help me
When they've passed away

I spent so long thinking about you
Wishing you were still here
But that can never happen
I've just wasted so many tears

I'll never get you back
Or see your face again
I just have to believe you're the rainbow
I see after the heavy rain

Pictures are just memories
And memories fade
Your not there for me to see
At the end of a bad day

Life's never been the same
Since back when you died
It's now 10 years later
And I still sometimes cry

I don't know if you can hear me
But I just feel I need to say
That I miss you so much granddad
And I think of you each day

And even though your not here
And heaven is something I can only believe
I know deep down in my heart
You'll be waiting for me