Trapped

I cry
wondering why

lost in thought
i can't get out
i start to panic
i start to shout

i won't give up
and let it be
don't think you'll
be able to forget me

I'll appear in your nightmares
I'll appear in your head
you'll probably think
that i am already dead

trapped
and suffering
i stay calm
giving up everything

death grabbed me
the next instant
you still didn't get it
when i gave away all the hints