There was a war going on outside
so violent and severe
The rain was battling nature
The clouds had no chance to clear
I sat there by my window
First row seats are the best
I thought about what had happened
How life gave me a simple test
While the rain seeped its way through
I sat still getting wet
I wonder what you think of me
How will you ever forget?
The way I treated you was disgusting
I`m ashamed to look at myself
You traded in your everything
Yet i still put you after wealth
We won the lottery not too long ago
I was infected by a disease called greed
Now I am all alone and I want you back in my life
yet i`m too ashamed to plead
I failed the simplest test of life
I sent them to take your life away
I didn`t want to share the money
This deadly game i wanted to play
I convinced them i was a victim
No longer do they suspect me
But where do i go from here now?
I`m just filled with pain and misery
I`m sorry is all i could think of
But I know sorry is not enough
My life is now my punishment
This test was not that tough
All i had to do was keep my cool
Be by your side like i did before
But i had to cheat and take the easy way out
This has left me so hopeless and sore.
I have no one here to comfort me
The money`s going to waste
I take the knife and cut my wrist
My heart begins to pace
I can no longer live with this guilt
For being such a cruel friend
I know I won`t meet you in heaven
So my life here has to end.
I`ll go straight to hell
Your soul won`t be disturbed
I`ll live my death in pain
After all, it`s what i deserve.
