Beliveing a liee

SOmetimes i cant even gO tO bed
because when i clOse my eyes
all i can sEe iz yOu in my head..

i dOnt think One day has gOne by
that yOu haven't crOsSed my mind
everytime i remember,i cry..

hOw can yOu have meant sO much tO mEe
and have meant nOthing tO yOu
i was sO blind there was sO much i didnt sEe
it's like i was lOst
and didnt nOe what tO say
whenever yOu held mEe clOse
i just wish i wOuld never had cOme tO realize
the whOle time i thOught yOu cared
i had bEen beliveing i liee..!

~..~i luv u kevin but y did u lie?..~..