As i lay in my bed my pillow covered in tears i realize i have no true fears as i think to myself in silent sorrow when will this pain leave me will it be here eternally why do my memories haunt me so deeply that they scar me forever will i ever be able to release my pain my sorrow my depression anger and hate for these memories or am i cursed to only feel this depression and sorrow will i never feel happy is that impossible for someone like me I'm not meant to be in that state of emotion but this sorrow i feel pains me so i can never sleep never dream never care never need never feel joy never feel good i must always be alone i think of my sorrow as i slip away into eternal slumber.
