As i sit in darkness waking from a dream....
A dream about love,life and laughter.
A dream I'll never be able to fulfill.
I wonder what it is that is holding you back.
Your lying silently beside me.dead to the world.
Lost in your own dream.
I shiver at the sight of your motionless body.
The night is cold,the wind howls,the midnight sky beaming with sparkling stars.
what is poisoning your soul?'
I touch your face gently.
i tried to help you.through all the blood through all the tears.
All this pain that you burden on your shoulders...
all the guilt and anger trapt inside.
wont let it out....wont free yourself from this torture.
My love can't save you.your driving yourself over the edge.I wish i can save you,but how can i save you when i can't save myself?
I leave you there along with a dream of a life that will never be,
i walk into the dark cold night
'why did i leave?'i ask aloud
no anwser.........
years have gone and yet i still do not understand why i left.......