Always...just me and you

I'm sorry for all the pain i put you through
I'm not quite sure exactly what to say
I'm sorry for all the confusion
i wish i could take it all away
I'm sorry now you can't trust me
and you don't believe me when i say i care
but i promise I'll always mean it
and I'll always want you there
i truly wanted you to be the one
but it became so hard to force myself
to love you ever since this begun
i tried so hard to love you
but i couldn't hide the truth
i wanted the life you offered me
but saw you as a friend
I'm sorry it didn't mean anymore
and I'll be here for you always to defend
I'm sorry i couldn't help myself
when he was always there
something became so special
i know it wasn't fair
I'll try to take away your pain
and wipe away your tears
when you start falling
I'll be here to catch you
even after what's happened through all these years
I'll think about you all the time
and what i did to you
forever i will try to make it a little better
and help you to understand
what we had was special
but because you were my best friend