Making everything okay

Please forgive me
for leaving without my pain
please believe me
i didn't mean to hurt you
no matter what I'd take it back
i never meant to do those things to you
I'm sorry that i did it
i thought it was the best for everyone
i thought you would all understand it
and know it was the best when i was gone
i tried my best to please you
but nothing was enough
you always tried to hurt me
you know i never really was that tough
you hurt me more then i could handle
you drove away anything i began to love
and now I'm gone
i pray you
you'll look after my baby
you'll make sure he grows up OK
let him know i loved him
and that i wish i could have stayed
tell him that I'm happy
and every night i prayed
let him know these things
because they were my last thoughts
I'm sorry that i hurt you
I've realized it won't go away
but this is something i have to do for myself
just believe me,
this will make everything OK