I will remember you long after you have forgotten about me.
I was just another person passing briefly through your life.
I fell hard for you and wearily gave you my heart in secrecy, so not to be ridiculed by the others.
The others would know I would never be good enough for you.
When I am planning to see you, I feel like a young child on Christmas Eve.
All the excitement and hope my chest could handle.
You are by far the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen.
That is, both your outside, and inside.
You're also the kindest person I've had the pleasure to meet.
All that time we spent together meant so much to me.
I had put my trust in you not to break my heart.
I tried to impress you with the words I wrote to you, about you.
I tried to steal your heart, but you never seemed to notice.
Hearts of other men are constantly offered openly to you.
But you have no need, nor desire, for them.
For you get all your love from your family.
It's a deep love and that is all you need, that is all anyone needs.
Some lonesome day, when you feel you are alone, to deal with many difficulties.
Remember how blessed you are with all the love you have in your life, including my love.
Keep at the back of your mind, the less fortunate, and the unloved.
I mourn when the sun rises, I mourn when sun sets.
I mourn as I wake, I mourn as I sleep.
You were smart and have left my unwanted soul.
It hurts me more than I can explain.
You are always on my mind and in my heart, even as i am far away.
I was abandoned in childhood, and young adulthood.
I will be empty and alone to the end.
