The little things that are worth while to think about

Alot of us spend our time thinking
about how awful our lives are
and how much better they could be,

but how often do we think about
how amazing and adventurous
everyday is and what we see?

I am at fault, I know.
I've messed up alot in time,
but I've solved my problem,
learned from my mistakes so
how can you count that as a crime?

I've gone through all the pain
you could possibly imagine.
Loss, Grief, and the thought of suicide.

Now when I look back to the
days when i was deprived,
It was all just a faze
and I'm happy to be alive.