Over it

Ive been holding on for way to long, living in the past through memories of us together,
Thinking maybe theres a chance that we.ll be just like that once again.
Youll hold my hand and make me smile,
Make my heart beat faster as we kiss,
Ly on the grass looking up at that summers sky,
And whisper I love you.

But as I was driving along the streets with my big sun glasses on,
My hair blowing with the windows down,
And my make up done almost to perfection,
I realized I felt good, more then good but for the first time since everything fell apart,
I felt awesome.

See I dont know what i'm doing in life,
I may not have a destination yet,
But I do know that when I was there at that very moment driving down the streets
I felt like nothing could bring me down.

Theres only 1 person in this world that scares me and thats myself.
You see the only person that will hate me for not succeeding in what I want,
Is myself.

Its my life and though others opinions may have an effect on some decisions, it always come down to me, for I make the final one.
Im not one hundred percent proud of where I am in life because its not even close to over but im more than happy with where im standing right now.

Even if no ones no longer standing beside me I'm still up,
And right now my independence is all I need.

So this is my fair well to you,
See youre the one boy I held on to for too long all because there was this small piece of me that always thought
Maybe, just maybe things can change,
But that piece has gone away,
not because I gave up on waiting simply because theres a bigger part of me wanting me to prove to myself that Ill be more than fine with out you, Ill be perfect<3

It may have taken a long time for me to say this,
And it came in a way I didn??t imagine,
A drive that cleared my head.

Maybe it was the song that blasted in my ears as I drove past you house
But either way,
Its true,
Im so over it.
Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over it...
Im moving on
Its my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it...