If i could i would

If I could I would
If I only still have courage
If I could only tell you I still love you...

If I could forget about you
And everything we had
I wouldn't be how I am now
If I could only know what you actually feel about me still
If I would know, and not feel confused
If I could know then maybe I could get over you...

If you were everything to me
My rock, my savior, my friend
You were who helped me be who I am today...

If I could I would thank you
If I could I will call you
And talk to you just like old times...

If I only knew how to make you love me
If I only knew how to save you from your hole
That is just a bit too deep I would...

If I could be the person you wanted
If I could be the person you cared about
If I could be the person you loved
If I could be just yours
If I would I don't know how I would be
I could be better then I am now
I wouldn't be wishing you were mines...

If I could only tell you
I know I would

....then maybe things would be different.

I know it may be kind of confusing but it all goes together in a way (please vote/rate & comment)