Spin A Thicker Web

I'm lost and confused.
My head's spinning
The world's a blur
What am I supposed to do?

I stop and close my eyes
I smile and try to see things
In a different light.
Clear my head
But yet,

I'm still lost and confused.
Everyone's changing
I'm hanging on; barely
What am I supposed to do?

I stop and close my eyes
Try and spin a bigger thread
Hold on tighter
Clear my head
Yet still,

I'm lost and confused
I can't talk about it
The guilt builds up
What am I supposed to do?

Smile and hide
Close my eyes
Laugh it away
Pretend everything's ok..
Yet still,

I'm lost and confused
The thread is broken
I'm falling slowly
What am I supposed to do?

Scream as I fall
Hope something's there to catch me
The tears finally fall
The impact is there...
There's nothing I can do.