I Think You Should Know

I think you should know
All of the things I don't say
I can't hold them inside anymore
They never really go away

There's so much I don't tell you
So much you need to know
So many things I've kept inside
So many things I've been afraid to show

You don't know my real thoughts and feelings
You don't know what really goes on inside my head
It makes things so difficult sometimes
But I still don't tell you instead

I can't really help it
Maybe I'm scared,
Scared of what you'll think of me
Scared that you might not care

Sometimes I make you feel so guilty
As though you doing something wrong
But in reality the things you do
Help make me grow so strong

And sometimes I act like I don't care
But I really do
And hurts me so much
To know by doing these things I hurt you

I never mean to hurt you
Sometimes I do it because I'm upset or scared
I would never purposefully push you away
I need you to always be there

I act like I don't need you
While deep down inside
I can't live without you
Without you I'd lose my mind

But honestly,
You're the best thing that's ever happened to me
And I love you with all my heart
Without you here, I would fall apart

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