Back To The Beginning

Back to the beginning,
How are you able to smile?
Do you force yourself when you laugh?
Does it hurt?
How can you be happy letting me go?
I cant smile,
I am bleeding,
My heart needs to know,
What you need to say.

And I really cant laugh,
I simply cant be happy with out you,
Even if you can forget about me,
I need you in my life.

How can you already be in love with someone else?
How could you forget about me so quickly?
Am I so unimportant to you now?
What did I do?

Why would I let this happen to us?
I don't know why it hurts me now then ever before,
Perhaps I knew we wouldn't have lasted,
Perhaps I knew we didn't have a chance,
But deep inside I'm crying,
Crying out only for you.
Or perhaps I knew she was a better match for you,
My heart can tell that you need her more,
Ill just have to except it.

My love, our life is through,
Perhaps I didn't want to break your heart,
So why should you break mine?
I know you don't mean to,
But I feel as if you have broken it from the start,
Back to the beginning.