I'm tired of everything
Of still living in fear
I just can't take it anymore
Nothing left to hold me here
But that's not the reason
Why I'm leaving
But I still should go
I just don't know anymore
There's no reason to stay
No point in trying
There's nothing you can say
There's nothing you could do
You could try to save my soul
But it wouldn't help anyway
It's not the reason
Why I'm leaving
But I still should go
I can't hold back these feelings
I just don't want hurt you again
But I'd probably do it anyway
With these cold words
And the things I'll never say
The wounds I won't let heal
And that bitter silence
To hide how I really feel
So I'll save us some pain
And tell a little lie
I just can't do this anymore
So I have to say goodbye
If I let all of it out now
It will get the best of me
So I'll turn off the tap
And cut off the flow
It's not the reason
Why I'm leaving
But I still should go
I still love you
You're the best thing in my life
And I'll love you always
But since we could never
Be together
And you already know
That I don't want to let go
It's not the reason
Why I'm leaving
But I still should go.