Star Light Star Bright R.I.P 06/09/88 - 28/07/06

A Joke. Thats what i thought it was.
But no. You really were gone.
Afterall. I really did love you.
When, all was said and done.

How could they do it
How could they leave you there
Looking down on you
Leaving with a blank stare

I know this poem is no good
But I don't know what to say
I feel so numb and empty
Without you here today

Its nearly a year since you've been gone
But I cant get you out of my mind
I cant forget the memories and laughs
And just leave it all behind.

you meant so much to me,
it was all left unsaid
I talk myself round in circles
Feeling an ache in my head

You weren't just my boyfriend
You were my best friend too
And now im really struggling
To make it over you

Theres nothing I can do to ease my pain
And nothing to take it away
Only you could make it better
If you were to see me today

I don't know where you are, Andrew
But please don't leave me for long
I need you by my side Andrew
To keep me healthy and strong

I don't know if you can see me Andrew
But if you can, I hope you know
That I wish I could see you Andrew,
Because this cant be so

I don't know if you can hear me Andrew
But I really hope you can,
Because there was no one else like you Andrew,
Whether it be boy or man

I hope you know I miss you Andrew
& I really hope you still care,
I really do still love you Andrew,
This really isn't fair.

Star light star bright,
May I wish may I might,
I really need my Andrew,
Preferably tonight.