I know i can make it without you the thing is i dont want to x

At times its hard to see a way through this Im constantly lost in a heart broken trance just praying that I could be with you, theres times when you say you cant take it anymore and theres times when even I feel like giving up but we have to stay strong then nothing can go wrong it doesnt matter how far we are apart you will always be close in my heart. At times I get so sick of these tears there is nights when they just dont stop I cry myself to sleep just praying that tomorrow will be a better day only to awaken and look in the mirror to see mascara stains leaving traces of yesterdays mistakes. Im not going to say I cant live without you because if I had the will I know I probably could I can face the bitter cold and I can face this world I can face it all but without you by my side then baby whats the point. x