Silent Cry

In the stillness of my heart
lies the questions unresolved
its funny and crazy
but i keep wondering why

why I am here?
why I do care so much?
why I do hope for there is nothing to hope for?
why does it hurt so much when there was never any existence?

why does it make me cry?
why does it make me feel empty inside?
and i found no answers
with this silent cry of mine.

if i stay
will you ever care for me?
will you ever be there for me?
will you ever wash my tears away?

its better to lie
than accept that
i can no longer spread
my wings and soar up high
so i say goodbye.