I fear

I'm feeling trapped
I'm surprised I haven't snapped

I feel trapped on the inside
I can't even hide
There are tears on both sides

I'm still trying to find a way
On the inside
I'm slowly dying everyday

I even fear to pray
Because I just don't know what to say
I fear that god won't help

I fear that he won't help me in my time of need
I just want my soul to be freed