My Broken Heart

I'm in a lot of pain. In so much pain that I could die.
I bet that if I died no one would miss me. Not
Even my closest friends would miss me.
The reason why I feel like I'm dying is because my
Heart has beaten its last. And it will never be able to love
Another person as much as I did with my ex. My ex and I had a good
Connection with each other. He stuck up for me and I did the same for him. I miss him holding me in his arms and snuggling up to me. But I got to admit something. I felt really safe around him, and I also felt safe in his arms.
Now I can't feel this way, because I made a big mistake of breaking up with him. I didn't want to but my friends were pushing for me to break up with him. And as an idiot I listened to my friends. Now I miss him more than life itself. I wish that someone would help me. But I know that is impossible. Once he was single he found his next love.

I love him even though he's not mine. And yet I think he still has feelings for me too.