I waited with all my feelings sedated
Realizing I was wrong,
Putting all fear aside I never hesitated
From the beginning it was fated
That our paths would find, and become entwined
But we never really let our essence combine
Both scared for different reasons at different times
And I'll confess at first it was, my mind
I never told you, because I didn't know how to begin
I fought so hard not to let you in
But every time I ran, I looked back
And you were there again
Did everything to get you back from him
Made a promise to appreciate
Every day we've had to date
Just to demonstrate when we talk we relate
Our minds just correlate
But we went from nothing; to everything
At an alarming rate
A friend, my lover, and a soul mate
But something in the midst, wouldn't let us coexist
Left with unanswered questions, and multiple what
ifs
Where you afraid, that I'd take your love and never stay
Or was it that you never felt the same, and couldn't say
Exactly what the truth conveyed, and saw no other way
To escape the current state, except to watch my heart break
But I have to let go, wishing a thousand other scenarios
