Beauty and Vain

This misery, it hurts
It hurts to feel
Oh how I wish
That it wasn't real

If I could be numb
From all the pain
Forever hidden from the world
Full of beauty and vain

Where nothings as it seems
All is meant to be broken
Where the deceitful lies that hide behind the truth
Always remain unspoken

But I know the truth,
The truth about everything
The reason behind this pain
And this uncontrollable feeling

It's you, you break me down
But you don't even see
All of this pain
That you're causing me

It always hurts
But yet I won't let you go
I crave what you do to me
You don't need to tell me, I know

I might be crazy
Maybe a little insane
But I need your love
And I accept the pain

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