It's funny.
I used to write about
how bad I wanted to die
And how depressed i was.
But now I'm older
and clearly still here.
I'm glad i never took that plunge
Because i had no real reason to.
Simply a teenager mad at the world
That's all i was.
I'm happy i have a life to live
I'm happy i can love someone
with everything i have.
I got the chance to get educated
and learn how to drive.
i'm glad i reached the age i am
Because right now, i could be in the sky.
I have dreams
And the real ones will come true
I have friends
and the true ones will stick with me
My family is my center
That i will never leave.
But if i don't awake tomorrow
I do wish that i would never have wished..
that i would die.
