Its hard to breath

I close my eyes
My heart pounds
My hands shake
My body aches
My fist clutches
On a life taking
Blade.
I hear whispers
In my head
"shut up.. I wish to be dead"
I hear an echo
A call from behind
But I don't listen
Because he crossed the line.
He broke my heart
And tore me in 2.
Not caring about me
Or what he put me through.
My heart pounds faster
Its hard to breth.
Sharp as anything
As quick as fire
The blade cuts deep
Within my skin
Blood pours
From my heart.
I'm falling to the floor.
I cut a little deeper.
My head begins to spin
he will never know
The pain he caused.
My heart is slowing down
Its hard to breath.
My body weakens
I'm lying on the floor
My body covered in blood
My heart is now
An open door.
My eyes close
My breathing slows
So much pain will not be forgotten
For he left me here all tattered and broken.
He will never see
The pain he caused me.
Just the tears I shed
Wishing all those times to be dead.
My heart stops
Its hard to breath!