Cold Room

Laying on the bed
Staring at the walls
Breaking down
Shivering in the cold room
Thinking of you
I just want my thoughts to fade
Waiting for your answers
Waiting for the truth to hear
Trying to walk away from one of our memories
My heart is a million of pieces
Picking them up
Fixing them
Trying to see the lightness from the door
Waiting and waiting for your voice to explain the truth
My secret love is now fading
I am tired of falling in love, again
Going to get out of the cold room
Going to get in the warm room
Pretending to be happy
Too much pressure for me to stay in the cold room
Too many voices in my mind
Get me out of the fire
Get me out off the ice
Get me out of the cold room
Let me open the door to get in the warm room
Let me see the beautiful sun
Let me see the beautiful animals in the paradise
I used to be happy
Now, I'm breaking down
I made un forgettable mistake
My mistake will run away, soon
I lose my trust
I lose to believe in myself
Looking for a happiness
Looking for a paradise
Looking for an animals to pet
Looking for a beautiful smile
Looking for a goofy laughter
Trying to find myself
Trying to get over you
Soon, I will walk out of the cold room