Happy At Last

This is a pretty long poem but please read it and comment...xoxox

I really couldnt tell you
Why she acts like this
She feels unloved and hungry
For that special someones kiss

She could never harm a soul
And would not know how to deceive
But still she is alone
I know its hard to believe

She doesnt have a lover,
A boyfriend or a man
She pushes them away
As far as she possibly can

I dont know why she rejects
The perfect opportunity
But shes afraid of getting hurt
Like she already has been

She looks for a soul like hers
One whos lonely and sweet
But there is no match to be found
And her life feels incomplete.

She wont take a chance
On many that she finds
They may share her body
But she cannot share her mind

Because one little secret
Is all it can take
To turn her world upside down
And cause her heart to break

She has loved before
Shes been played with all their games
But when its all over
Her broken heart remains

So she decides to give it a rest
And not look for love
She still has her friends
But its still not enough

One day she goes to her friends house
And out of no where he kisses her
She pulls back and is stunned
Before she runs out his door

She never knew
That he felt just the same
As she feels everyday
And he knows that shes his fate

But she wouldnt accept
That the friend shes had for a while
Was the person that she loves
And the one that shares her denial

After one night out on the town
Her and some friends became affected
By the good will of alcohol
But werent gone undetected

In the morning when she woke
She rolled over to find
That friend that shared her feelings
And their legs and arms intertwined

She got up with out a second thought
And covered her naked body
She couldnt believe she had drank so much
And she would never tell anybody

Four months went by quickly
And one day she saw him again
She hid her face and body
For his baby was in vain

She fell pregnant to him you see
And she felt defined
She couldnt bring herself
To kill the human inside

When her little boy was born
She felt more alone then ever
And even now with her baby there
She couldnt lie forever

One day there was a knock
On the door of her home
It was the babys father
He came to see his own

But before he saw his boy
He apologised for his ignorance
She told him to leave
And that little Sean wasnt his

He didnt believe her at all
He could see straight through her lies
And still requested to see his son
With tears in his eyes

So she gave in
And let him have a hold
Of the fragile little soul
Who was barely two weeks old

He kissed him on the forehead
And said 'he has my eyes and hair'
And she broke down on the doorstep
Tears fell from her eyes in horrible despair

Why was she so sad
At this joyous moment in her life
Her son now had a father
But she didnt want the strife

He was just another guy
Who happened to be an old friend
And now shes had his child
Theyll be connected til the end

She took her baby from his arms
And told him to come in
She sat down on the couch
And opened up to him

'I dont know why this happened,
Im sorry for not telling you
That I was having your son
But other people knew.'

This came as a shock to him
All his friends had known
But chosen no to tell
That he finally had someone he could call his own

He rose from his seat
And paced the room for some time
She was his best mates ex girlfriend
But he didnt mind

He asked her for her love
And said he would never be untrue
That he had loved her for some time now
And that he wanted her to start anew

She thought about it for a while
And said she could try for him
But one mistake is all it would take
For her to leave with his offspring

After all this time
Of him loving her she felt complete
And all of her demons
He gradually would defeat

Sean is now the age of two
And his parents are together still
They are both finally happy
At each others will.