This Pain In My Soul

These feeling, I keep deep within my heart.
Hidden they were from the very start.
I try my hardest to hide these fears,
Starting with my cold and painful tears.

Placed upon was his horrible spell,
Angry he was, he took me through hell.
I thought he loved me, he said he did.
Never did he tell the truth, from it he hid.

Into his intelligent trap of lies, I did fall.
Near me, was no one to cry for help at all.

My problems, yes I know, I'm well aware.
Year after year though for him I did care.

Someday I do hope to break from these chains.
Only then will I have truly released the pain.
Until I've been freed, under his spell, I will be.
Lured into his trap, please don't be like me.

This is an acrostic, first letters of each line spells a word. For most if not all writers here, you already knew this. =) Thanks for reading, feel free to give me feedback if you want. =)