Too long.

My throat is tight,
And my arms are bare.
Suddenly it's night,
So I'll try to avoid the blade.

I keep wanting to cry,
Let my tears flow strong.
But it'll feel so strange,
Cause i haven't cried in so long.

I haven't cut for a while,
So I need to keep going.
But everyday gets harder,
It even feels like time is slowing.

I just want to be left alone,
But no one seems to understand why.
I just want a few days to myself,
To re-learn how to cry.