Do They Even Care

Dreadful memories is what i share
walking down the street wondering do they even care
Do they care about how much pain i go through each and every day
Wondering if i go home, will i be okay
Will i get yelled at
screamed at
or hit in the face
will i be able to tell him, and let him know that all over my body aches
will i be able to hold back the tears
and hide away all my fears when i see him
can i be strong, like i know i can be
or will i see the light and let it all be free
free of all the pain
free of all the pain and lonely nights
will i be able to let the man i love know that I'm being hurt
let him know she makes me feel like dirt

How will i do it
How could i lie
How will i ever survive

My pain is his pain
and my pain is too much for him to bare
Just tell me do you think he'll be there
do you think he'll hold me tight
and just let me cry
will he let me know everything would be alright
will he take me away from the place i call home
even if i do go and leave to his warm arms
what will they say
what will they do
But most of all
do they even care