I want to be alone

I feel very confused
could it be... that I'm being used?
that all of this is fake?
i feel numb but no hate.

I'm slowly falling apart inside
emotions that i deeply hide.

I don't need to be felt sorry for.
I know I'm my only home
it's okay, maybe it's better to be alone
then to be deceived with a false hope.

Can you let me go?
leave me here alone...

I don't want to be the cause of any pain
or anyone any hate
I am strong at heart,
so I'm letting go, so a new life u can start.

My tears will not be shown
so go on....i want to be alone.