Loves Resurrection

It's been forever,
and I can't complain
Got only my wishes,
my secret claims to fame
Now looking into his blue eyes,
I noticed a sudden change
Then once again I remember,
Things can never be the same.

I love him more than anything,
It's true without a doubt.
But flash backs of the lies he told me,
Makes me want to shout.
I know that he is sorry,
I'm the "one thing he can't do without."
3 months since this happened,
But theres still a lot to figure out.

From "Loves Death" To "Fixing The Hole",
I find it hard to believe
That my only true way of therapy,
is lying next to me.
Once again for months now,
I had seemed to pay this fee,
But now that I look closely,
this is how it's meant to be.

These load barks and broken hearts,
seem more than i could bare.
Now through all his Begs and Tears,
I know he really cares.
Today I can no longer picture,
Him not being there.
I realized that without him,
my whole life would Brutally tear.