These things I have done
Gives me so many emotions
Can't bare the suffering of memories
So I take this blade and hold it close
I bring the weapon to my wrist
Start to cut and begin to bleed
As I watch the blood pour out
The memories start to flash in my mind
I try to forget about the pain
The pain that she caused me was too much
Begin to ask if I will survive it all
Survive through all this pain and suffering
I cut again to gain control of myself
It didnt help I lost control once more
This all is happening just like before.
When will this vanish and leave
Leave just like the way you left me
I never want you to go
I need you here in my life
"help me!" I scream not knowing
Finding if I lose control too many times
Then I might as when have lost everything
What will I do now when everything about you
Makes me lose control of myself
Losing you is like losing my life
I dont know what else to do but to cut.
So once more I take this blade
But this time I put it to my neck
I say good-bye to you
And cut my neck
This is the end of everything
