As Much As We All Try

As much as I try
As much as we all try
To escape the wandering eyes of the public
It always stumbles in our direction
As hard as I wish
And try to convince even me
It still bugs me
That the judgment has seeped through
Forcing within my head the thoughts of them
The self conscience me is screaming
The other parts are ashamed
Why does it bother me
Why do I care
As much as we all try
I still cry