Too much pain

I am a forsaken soul,
and it is taking its toll,
it just grows every day,
soon the pain will my only way.

I want it to end,
but I can't defend,
I am losing a fight I can't win,
soon I'll be pinned.

Why can't people accept me,
and finally see,
I want my pain to go away,
but it will only stay.

I lay in the cold snow,
while my blood flows,
through my veins,
as my pain reigns.

Nothing left except look at the darken sky,
then shut my dark brown eyes,
tears will continue to come down my face,
as I am losing this race.

Nothing left in this world,
except blood and pain all in a twirl,
nothing left to let my spirit fly,
now I lay in the snow to finally die.