Hey i really liked your poem hun...
i know it hurts etc but keep ya chin up love..
and even though youve lost him he has lost more.. i felt bit sad after and jus wanted to give u a big hug lol
That ok love...
well you keep doing what makes you feel good etc..
your head will clear when its ready to be cleared... keep faith love you might not see the the light at end of this dark dark tunnel u feel tht your in... but you will soon sweety i promise...