Because of you

The pain I feel each day, is caused because of you
the days zoom past and the tears I cry
are for the pain you put me through.

My love for you is some what there
but waiting to be found,
in the end theres not much to love since you through it at the ground.

I am sick of waiting for you
the phone call I await
is running through my head, will it be your fate.

The days I want to kill myself
since you are never there
to be here when I feel in despair.

The times I call for you no matter what anyone says
are the days when I need my mother most
but all of that is something I dream to live.

{ not that good but its how i felt }