This could never be anything

I think about you all the time
it's crazy...like for real.
but I'm holding back on some things
and not telling you how I feel

but it's not because I'm scared
and I don't feel ashamed,
that has nothing to do
with these feelings I won't claim.

just...this could never be anything
and that's something that I see.
so I'm not wishing on any stars,
or hoping differently

you tell me you'll always care
and I apreciate that you do...
but "us" is just not happening
for reasons known to you