Panic wins

I feel so bad tonight
i have let her down again
i really do regret it
i just couldn't stand the pain

well i guess our friendships broken
from the moment i used the knife
if only i could show her
i don't want to end my life

i just want them to leave me alone
get my life back the way it was before
but they wont let me do that
in fact they are hurting me more and more

i know what she says is true
i cannot let them change or ruin me
but it feels like panics already won
and its the only road i can see

saffie 16