Emptiness

When i am alone i start to think
about how i feel deep down inside
well i try and i try but i still cant describe it
i only find it trying to hide

i know it will come back cos it always does
i know it has a name so i wont give in
i just need to know the word for it
its like everything but also nothing, like i cant win

maybe there isn't a word for this
but there has to be, or else it wont heal
maybe the word i find is emptiness
well i think thats how i feel

saffie 16