My Eternity

Sadness has overcome me
it is my life, it fills my heart
i can't feel the love people are sending me
I've opened up a box that has been closed for years
i talk, i feel numb my system has closed down
i can't feel happiness, the pain has lingered for so long
How else is there to feel?
the numbness, the pain, is my life, my death, my eternity