I want to trust her

She says that i can trust her
i would like to think its true
but so much stuff i want to tell
she would just tell if she knew

i really need her help and advice
but i guess i will have to cope on my own
i have done it alone for so long now
at least its a secret if i cope alone

i want her to know that i do trust her
i want to let her know how much she has helped
but i also need her to know that theres things eating me up inside
if only there was a way for me to make her see!

saffie 13