First drop of blood

I know you wanna help
But theres no way outta h311
You shoulder tried before
When I was half way out your door

I know now you're concerned
But you need to learn
If you wanted me then
You should've caught me when I fell
Then maybe Id be okay

You wont stop me, you wont even try
Ive got the blade in hand
I'm about ready to die
You lost consciousness
At the first drop of blood
You're about to confess
That I'm really not fine

When I drop leave me here
To soak up one last bit of air
Eyes closed
Arm bleeding
Lean close
And say you're never leaving

Then Ill wake
Turn night into day
Open my eyes
And make sure you never leave

You wont stop me, you wont even try
Ive got the blade in hand
I'm about ready to die
You lost consciousness
At the first drop of blood
You're about to confess
That I'm really not fine

Whatever the outcome
Blade in hand or not
I wont let you run
Til you learn your cost
Or leaving me hopeless